goals and dreams

So, today was a typical day at work ....and it gave me time to realize how much I know about lowes and how much more I need to focus on other things...I am trying to learn how to cook, and tonite I made dinner and have been trying to help more around the house. I sometimes wonder why I didnt learn some of the common sense like things when I was younger, but in my teens I was often left alone and it was easier, I guess less scary to just go out to eat..This year I am going to break down and do all the things, I have wanted to do...I plan to lose weight..like 50 pounds or more and stick to weight watchers, get healthier- like work on my inner beauty..I want to learn how to cook and know what to do to make things easier, like try to bring some of my good work habits home..I also want to once again focus on school and try to get ready to go to ga southern university for the fall...I am so excited about the opportunities laid in front of me and I cant wait to be the film editor extraordinaire...lol....but really I hope I can do as well as I feel like I need too....I am going to relax when I need too, and work when I need too...life will takes its turns, but I will still be standing..