thoughts about monday

Today is monday and what a day it was, I woke up as usual and thought to myself today is going to be good, everyone is back from vacation at work and there wont be any issues. Well maybe not, I went to the car and it was 32 degrees out...woo...cold!! brrr..To my surprise it was oober cold out ...and my windshield was frozen over, and hmmm I was only 5 minutes late to work...No big deal, lowes is okay with being a few minutes late...well business as usual, or so I thought. My dept was a mess and it seemed like typical chaos until I realized some of my staff damaged several hundred dollars of merchandise and I have done everything in my power to keep things organized..I wonder sometimes If I am too mean with my staff or too nice, am I a good manager? Is it something I keep doing wrong, or do I just have lazy people? I dont know, it went downhill from there and 4pm couldnt come fast enough...I sometimes enjoy it but other times it just makes me so mad...what to do? Lowes pays me good and I for the most part have been able to work through it and I am just so tired of the whole thing...I cant wait till I go back to school and work on my film degree its one of the few goals in my life I have to look forward too...I am so grateful for alot of the things in my life, and my sweetheart as well. He is my rock and helps me so much to get me motivated to get outta lowes....I guess mondays just suck!!! what else can I say, It was a special kinda monday, lowes blows!!